Disdain reeking from every corner of you...
Why are you upset, Lily? Tell me, won't you?
If it's something i said, i would have known anyway...
Or did they not include you in their game, is it? Say?
Is it the Christmas gift you never got last Christmas?
There you shake your head again. Then why the fuss?
Please don't peev me like this, Oh, at least try!
What's got into you these days, oh my!
What's got into you these days, oh my!
I heard you whimper in your sleep that night.
You cover up to your nose and keep on the lights.
And the tantrums you throw to get it your way!
You've got me all worried, God! What should i say?
You're just a child, what do you know
of the hardships i face to keep up the show?
So better you blurt the ruddy secret out
or sulk away and keep that stupid pout.
What do you know about growing up after all?
If you did, you'll not want to grow up at all!
Money, job, family, friends, yeah, all of 'em
are never there when you actually need them..
So kid, you're keepin' that poker face in vain,
Come on! I hate all this 'distress' you feign!
"Me not whimper. Me afraid.
Me praying so that my angel stayed.
Mommy, Me thinks there's something you should know
and why as the lights go, Me cover my head to toe.
and why as the lights go, Me cover my head to toe.
Like the Ogre gobbles kids in that fairyland,
There are two hands that trouble me... those Ogrey dark hands.
'Do me not so', Me cry and plead,There are two hands that trouble me... those Ogrey dark hands.
'Shh..' they say, or you might bleed.
They touch, they press, they hurt me tons,
Me shiver in horror and they have their fun.
Me dirty, Me evil, Me bad, and thats why
The angels don't stay with me when I cry.
M' friends go home, as the sun goes to sleep,
Who do Me tell, that dark gives Me creeps?
So Me cover my nose and keep the lights on,
hug Me little teddy and forget Me alone.
Me just Lily. Me not know about growing.
But Me feel Me world also needs a knowing.
Me little secret's out, Mommy, now you would know

10 comments:
Have no account of the time after which I am reading your blog.
Must say it chisels out the feel! A marvellous depiction. Keep writing... :)
:) Hey thanks for dropping by again. Me too keeping no accounts of how infrequent my posts have become!
"What do you know about growing up after all?
If you did, you'll not want to grow up at all!"
heart-wrenching..
I could picture that little Lily and her Momma..
keep writing Ashen.. you are so gifted!
@aria: :)thanks again. Did want to write smthing abt the above topic for long. Sad that stories arent happening... anyway, all in good time! :)
Can't find the perfect words..!
Amazing post!
you always know how to send a shiver down my spine...
I have goosebumps. :| Well written though!
@Misty, B&B, Niki: Aw thanks all.. :)
reading ur blogs after a long time...!! Wonderful as ever..!! God bless :)
This brings out the pain of the child. I could feel it so much that I got goosebumps. Do keep writing!
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